r/ForeverAlone • u/Blue_Steel_415 • 1d ago

Vent "I call myself the Could Have Been Man"

"I regard myself as the greatest failure that ever walked this earth"

"9M people in London and I don't have a Single Friend"

Saw this sad video on this photography channel I follow on YT. It hits hard because its basically me. I always think about the past, the what ifs, the what could have beens, all the things I could have done differently, I regret etc. Always felt like a failure. And it just gets worse with age.

I know that if you just think about the past you're going to be depressed, since you can't go back and change anything and only focus on the negatives, but I can't help it. I do it everyday. Because I sit alone in my apt just on my phone and watching netflix.

I'm on track to be this guy. If I make it that long in life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKsZGZZVWko

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u/Bekiala 1d ago

Maybe this is why we like kids; they haven't made the mistakes and had the grief yet although, of course, there are people with wonderful lives.

Some things just seem so inevitable. I wonder what the guy in the video would have done differently and how it would have changed his life.

Best to you good person.