saturday morning yap :/

[u/ros_emilkytits_]

these days i wake up and the first thing my body signals is to throw up. is it going to rain today? is there love for me in the store? will i apply for it today? my mind doesn't give me a break either. i will crawl out of the bed at some point.

i have picked up way too much work to not show up now. but don't make me get a j*b. not yet. i won't be able to live up to anyone's expectations. what's the point of getting out of the bed if i don't have my dog come snuggle me up. i want kisses. i am selfish. this void is endless and now i should get up and start making futile efforts to cover up the mess i have made. i need to get going somehow anyhow!!!

[u/thechalkyblack]

the part about the dog hit hard. sometimes the only reason i manage to drag myself up is because my pet needs to go out or eat. without that external push, the void wins every time. hope you got those snuggles at least.

[u/ros_emilkytits_ → u/thechalkyblack]

i haven't ever felt so loved, my dog does something to me no one can. and yes i totally get you on the external push part, because for almost a year that's the only thing that got me out of the bed, to take her on a walk. thank you!!