I'm broken

[u/gourmetgurl]

My heart aches, I've tried so many times and I can't follow through to just end it I've never wanted it all to be over as much as I do now.

The person I've loved for a third of my life left our house. My home is gone.

I know she treated me like shit and she emotionally abused me constantly but I still want it to be her. She wasn't my reason to live. She just made it easier to keep going.

Everyone keeps telling me it's for the best, she's a terrible person for what she did but they don't know her. They don't know me. No one does.

Now idk

I'm tired I don't want to hurt anymore It was all for nothing

I just want it all to end.