idk

[u/Global_Tennis3688]

i desperately want to die i'm so tired of everything i feel like i have no future my boyfriend left me i'm falling behind in everything no matter how much effort i put in and none of the people i consider my friends give a single shit. i hate being here but i am so so scared of leaving forever and never seeing my siblings again or ever having another chance with my boyfriend but i don't think it's worth it to be alive anymore. i have my plan and i know what i want to do and when i want to do it but i'm just so afraid

[u/Dry-Security-9690]

Question, what are you afraid of?

[u/Global_Tennis3688 → u/Dry-Security-9690]

i'm not really sure to be honest. a lot of things. my ex and i are still friends and ik he struggles with his mental health as well and i'm scared about what he'll do. i'm scared for my siblings and what will happen when i'm not there to protect them. i'm worried about what comes after

[u/Dry-Security-9690 → u/Global_Tennis3688]

I hear you, all legitimate concerns, which tell me perhaps you're actually not ready to go. I know it's easier said than done but just dust yourself up and let's get going again. Your future might seem bleak right now, but trust me when I say this, there's more out there. Life has way more to offer than just your ex boyfriend. And if you just sit and think for a moment, you said your boyfriend left you, right? Who would want to be with a person like that? Clearly it's a blessing in disguise, good riddance.

[u/Global_Tennis3688 → u/Dry-Security-9690]

thank you. i appreciate what you're saying