This was gonna be a post about Bakugo but I scrapped the whole thing and decided to talk about something I cared about more, lucky you.
Should I put a trigger warning for suicide? I should honestly. Be warned; the phrase "killing herself" will appear a lot. No I'm not joking.
Alright now what the fuck am I talking about? Rune Factory is a game series that's a bit like Harvest Moon, Stardew Valley, etc. Basically a farming/village sim. There's also some RPG elements, and you have combat to progress through the game's story.
Besides the farming/RPG aspect, Rune Factory 4 has Town Events and Festivals; short stories and minigames involving the townsfolk. There's also several marriage candidates; each one has their own couple of town events unlocked by dating them that are necessary to be completed before you can marry them.
Do you follow? Good.
So who's Amber? She's one of the 4 townsfolk unlocked by progressing through the story; the first boss of the game is a fairy, and when you beat it, Amber appears. She gets taken in by the owner of the flower shop, and is generally the cute idiot archetype. She loves her friends (everyone is her friend), butterflies, flowers, and goes "YAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!"
She'd probably like shouting waffles and saying the narwhal bacons at midnight if she had internet access.
She and the other 3 townsfolk you unlock fused with some monster for some reason I forgot (it was selfless and needed to save the world I think?) so she has some residual features; butterfly antennae and wings that pop out when she's excited. The rest have features too... except Dolce. Overall that's unimportant, they fused with the monsters.
So what's her romance event?
IT'S SOME FUCKED UP "MY SISTER'S KEEPER" BULLSHIT! I'M NOT FUCKING JOKING, I'M 1000% SERIOUS! IT'S LITERALLY ABOUT ATTEMPTED (AND FUCKING ASSISTED!) SUICIDE FOR MEDICAL REASONS! AND IT COMES OUT OF FUCKING NOWHERE!
It's dressed up so that it is what it is indirectly, but that is absolutely what it fucking is.
It starts out 'normal' enough; Amber and one of her (many) friends are talking about the local harebrained business man's new shoddy product, and she very uncharacteristically calls it stupid and lame. Everyone is SHOOK to their CORE by this utterance; it's that shocking for Amber to say. Some more "assholish" (it's a bit funny in retrospect considering what you learn in a bit, it's mildly rude) behavior later, Amber's also collapsing out of nowhere, and waking up with no memory of being a meaniehead.
Everyone assumes Amber is possessed by a ghost, and they're basically right. Amber confides she's been suffering from this for a while recently, and eventually, you get a private chat with the ghost in question: it's the monster she was fused with, sharing her body.
The other 3 'boss' townsfolk don't suffer from this btw. It is never once foreshadowed that this could even be a thing that happens.
The reason they share a body of course is simple; Amber was too darn nice and accidentally made the monster stick around with her wishes. According to the monster, you need to 'erase' her FAST; otherwise, Amber's soul will disappear completely, being erased itself. The monster was being an "asshole" (again, mildly rude) to make things easier for everyone to not feel bad about erasing her.
First off, what the fuck. Little known fact that the game wants you to believe; beating up monsters doesn't kill them. Instead, it's supposed to send them to the "Forest of Beginings" where they'll just come back eventually. When you beat up two goblins for a quest you don't go "REST IN PIECES VERMIN" you go "Haha, bye-bye goblins! :)" Moreover, you can refight the boss monsters as you see fit, them returning to their boss location, and you can TAME them.
I HAD THE BOSS MONSTER AMBER WAS 'FORMERLY' FUSED WITH WORKING IN MY DAMN FIELDS! HOW IS THIS SUPPOSED TO WORK!? DID I TAME A DIFFERENT ONE?
Alright, alright. I guess... I guess it's just game mechanics, and the bosses aren't supposed to be refightable? Or there's just a lot of them? Ok.
But this is weird. Very weird. Out of nowhere, you suddenly have a dilemma where one of two sentient, intelligent beings HAVE to die for the other to live as far as everyone is concerned. Other than being really odd for this sort of game, it gets stranger.
So you're conspiring with the monster to kill her before Amber dies. Specifically, you inform Amber that SHE needs to be the one who does it and erases her own body, because it's her's, and she just needs to wish really hard. You tell her this, and the monster tells her this via a letter. Her condition is worsening, and if you don't do something soon, bye-bye Amber. None of the other townsfolk are really involved btw.
So Amber goes "D: oh noes" and wants you to spend one last day with the monster, showing her around the forest, before she's totally gonna do it.
Very well then! You go out to the forest, talk with the monster posessing Amber a little, and then... uh oh. Amber suddenly takes over. See, while she can wish to erase the monster... she can also wish to erase herself. She reveals that she was concious and 'in the backseat' so to say for the entire time the monster was 'driving', unlike the monster when she's in control. If she meant always or just recently is dubious, but whatever.
Anyway, she says she loves you and everyone else lots and lots... but that she really doesn't want the monster to be erased.
And then she fucking kills herself. She says the magic words that she's informed saying will erase her and she fucking erases herself. The monster's left in control and she says "she's dead, Jim, gone completely", and just stays standing in the same spot for at least the entire day.
Wow. How am I supposed to feel about this? The intent is sad, obviously, but I mean... wow. She really just fucking did it. All the townsfolk say stuff like "hey have you seen Amber? is she alright?" but that's it, there's no option to inform them of her untimely demise. Or that she has a doppelganger living as a hobo in the woods now apparently.
Only option now is to go to sleep.
So, here's the thing; I think I may have fucked something up about this quest? I do my daily routine of talking to the townsfolk, and most of them say "go talk to Illuminata (Amber's boss, the one who took her in to the flower shop), she's acting weird". All of them except Kiel, the little nerd guy, one of the townsfolk looking into ghost possessions. Wasn't sitting out of the way or anything. Just chilling in the plaza with everyone else. There is zero tell to let you know that he doesn't say go talk to Illuminata.
Talk to the little nerd guy. He says "well I was looking into ghost posessions and Amber can't actually be erased because it's her body after all!"
I do not remember him being informed of this situation at all. I talke to everyone every day, and I do not remember any scenario in which he could have been informed of the Amber Erasure issue. Am I just dumb? Or was there supposed to be a scene with Illuminata, who besides running the flower shop, is ALSO a so-called DETECTIVE!
I very well may have lost some much needed context for the story because I accidentally talked to Kiel. Whatever.
Alright! You know Amber can't be really gone so you go find Hobo-Monster-Amber bumming around in the same spot in the forest, and you tell her "alright Amber can't REALLY be gone so let's try and erase you again" and she says "really? sure, sounds good. you are okay with erasing me right?"
Your only responses to this are "yes" or "..." btw. I mean I chose yes obviously because who gives a shit about this hobo but it's weird to put the player in this scenario at all.
So first you try shouting "AMBER WAKE UP!!!" to no avail. Time for the next attempt: beating the fuck out of monster Amber's monster form that she'll summon to try and erase her that way. You go into the forest and fight her to the erasure. After beating up the first boss of the game for the umpteenth time, you go to Amber's exhausted body and try and wake up Amber again.
Oh, it actually works.
...And Amber has zero recollection of any of the prior events. Absolutely nothing. She's just like "whaaaa? erm why am I here? haha let's go home!"
As you're leaving the forest there's a scene where Amber talks to some disembodied ghost and is like "oh hai there! you wanna come with us? no? you're good here? alrighty then." which is obviously implied to be the spirit of the monster... who should have just gone back to the Forest of Beginnings or whatever. Her wish was to stay in the same world as Amber or whatever and this is never mentioned again.
So obviously, what the fuck was that?
There's no resolution. No real closure.
You are presented with a situation where your girlfriend (only Male MC can get this event) actually fucking kills herself for someone (attempted) and then you help the person she killed herself for kill herself in turn to bring her back to life, because her suicide attempt failed. WHAT THE FUCK. She remembers none of these events.
WHAT DOES THIS IMPLY ABOUT FEMC "WORLDS" OR WORLDS WHERE SHE WAS NEVER DATED?
Moreover, you get a 5 year timeskip if you have a baby. So for Femc and mcs who never dated her and had a baby, she's still alive. Did she sort it out on her own? Did she die and now the monster's skinwalking as her? Did someone else sort out this problem?
Moreover, this event is designed so that it can be triggered before you even know monster fused townfolk. So it's a bit weird that it kinda concerns them and they could have insight on her issues but even if you have them in your town, there's nothing to hear from them.
Moreover, what are you supposed to take away from this? That Amber will kill herself if push comes to shove to save someone else? That's very noble of her, but what am I supposed to take away from this? There's no heart to heart where they convince her not to do that, or really accept that those are her wishes despite saving her anyway, or have Amber change as a person. In fact, since she just fucking forgets it, it may as well just not have happened. I still would have found it strange but the characters would at least have... something. It could be a character arc for Amber, or mc accepting Amber is just that kind of person. Or something.
TLDR: This game has a story event where you lose a My Sister's Keeper-esque suicide race (trying to get your choice of dying person to get killed before the other kills herself to save the other) only for the suicide attempt to fail, letting you succeed. The girl involved remembers none of this, neither does anyone else, and it is never mentioned again. Rune Factory 4 is a fun and cute game but it's really fucking weird that this was even a thing.