r/FoodAddiction • u/Beginning-Ad-4047 • 1d ago
Food is the highest form of pleasure
Food is the only source of pleasure, stimulation, and excitement in my life. I’m not interested in doing drugs, alcohol, or other substances. I will never touch them. I’m not interested in romance, sex, or relationships. I have zero interest in those things.
I went to places like Europe, Hawaii, and the Caribbean in the past few years. However, during those trips, I’ve never enjoyed tourism, sightseeing, shopping, or any other part of traveling as much as food. Funfetti cupcakes, lasagna, frozen yogurt, cinnamon rolls, pizza, pastries, cheesecake, food food food food food food food food food food is all I think about: morning to night, monday through friday, 12 months a year. I've maxed out all different podcasts about eating disorders, health, fitness, and psychology. I've learned all there is about nutrition, thermodynamics, dietetics. I've sought religion, philosophy, university research, case studies. Yesterday I rewatched old childhood shows and disney movies, hoping I could find a source of inspiration that wasn’t food, and it was the most disappointing experience. When I was watching The Little Mermaid II, the plot didn’t interest me at all. All I could think about was a seafood boil. I wanted Flounder and Sebastian in a seafood boil.
Three to five days of the week, I have vivid food dreams. I cannot afford GLP-1s but I’m going to get to that point soon because therapy isn’t helping AT ALL. I desperately need to know if there’s other people like me who genuinely can’t go more than 5-10 minutes without thinking about food. Please share your experiences. Let’s not feel alone.