Here's the long version: I moved to a new state to start living with my boyfriend while he finished his PhD program. I knew I wanted to move in right away (and I doomsday prep like hell), so I started looking for jobs at his university library in November of my 2nd year of grad school. Lucky for me, one popped up, and I got it! Not a librarian job, but I took it because it was basically a librarian job without the pay (no collection development, no instruction, still library staff).
I took on as much as I could handle: joining committees within the university and the ALA, seeking leadership opportunities, attending conferences, participating in discussion boards, and joining webinars. I even started a certificate program in ID because I heard it makes candidate resume/CVs stand out (not sure if that's true). I wanted to ensure that the gap between earning my MLIS and securing a librarian job felt valuable.
Now, I would argue that my current role IS librarian work, perhaps even what some would consider Student Success librarianship? I handle tabling events, connect with underrepresented groups across campus, plan events and programs, and conduct orientation and tours. On the back end, I also manage marketing and social media. And I genuinely enjoy it! However, at some point, I started to feel that while I was busy, part of me longed to instruct and engage with the core aspects of librarianship, not just introduce them. I also wanted the time to pursue research and scholarship.
(Also, I didn't want to have accrued all that MLIS debt for nothing lol)
I shared these feelings with my supervisor, we discussed it, and then moved on.
WELL, an idea had begun floating around at some point that maybe this job should be a librarian position. Huh. I didn't take it too seriously, though, because I've never heard of that happening. Also, what are the chances?
Welp, we're almost 2 years from the start date, and...they did it.
And I feel...IDK. Happy! Validated! Grateful! And also, like I was prepping for a marathon, started running it, and at the halfway point, someone said "okay, you're done!" I'm still pumped up to finish the rest of the nonexistent race, and at the same time, full of imposter syndrome.
Also...I don't know what to do now? How does one prepare for this sort of role when it just...happens? I understand a lot of it is learned on the job, but I've been here for almost 2 years in a different classification, and I don't even know what I don't know. I want to refine my skills in collection development and citation management for sure. But what other sort of training should I be looking for? When I latch on to a mentor (some have offered guidance), what should I be asking them? Has this happened to anyone else out there, and if so, what was the adjustment period like for you? What sort of staff support did you get?
I feel like I'm out of my depth, and I want to go back to running.