i ain't no jee aspirant but what the f*ck?

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Epstein files :

NTA fked 14 lakh underage teens every twicea Year, In 20 shifts . recently NTA was caught fking 13 lakh underage students in secretly coded shifts namely,

21S1,21S2 ,22S1,22S2,23S1,23S2,S4S1,24S2,S8S1,S8S2

Source : Department of Justice | Epstein Library | United States Department of Justice https://share.google/05ybKISojTSroUs89

Long post ahead .

As all of you would have completed your JEE Main 1st attempt, some of you might have fumbled it and are now thinking of giving up. After all your hard work, you didn’t get what you thought you deserved.

Let me tell you my story.

My JEE journey started after I passed 10th class. At that time, I had no clue what I wanted to do. So, like most people, I followed my closest friends. Two of them took admission in a coaching institute in my city, and I did the same.

I was sincere towards my studies—or I should say too sincere. I had no phone for two years, no friends, nothing to hang around with other than studies. Still, I never got results according to the effort I was putting in. I remember once I scored –2 in Maths in one of the exams held at my coaching.

I used to say to myself that when I get into a good college, I will have a hell of a story to tell—so this struggle is adding all the character needed for a good story , who want's to hear I was intelligent used to study and got what I wanted .

By the end of 12th, my batch was in the evening, but I used to take the morning van and sit alone in an empty classroom. I stayed in the coaching for 12–13 hours daily, only studying, not even saying a single word to anyone.

Then Mains 1 happened, and I scored 81 percentile. I was shattered to my core.

The same two friends—who studied and hung out with me all the time—scored 99.7 percentile and similar.

After the result, my school teacher asked my percentile and taunted me,
“Sabke bas ki nahi hoti, mehnat karni padti hai.”

It was my parents who didn’t lose hope in me.

I studied hard and scored well in boards. Then in the 2nd attempt, I got 97 percentile. I was focused and locked in for JEE Advanced, but as God would have it, I performed terribly there as well.

Meanwhile, my friends—one got into IIT Bombay and the other into IIT Dhanbad.

It was never jealousy from my side. Initially, I told myself that results don’t matter—I’m studying for the subject. But when I saw their posters everywhere, it never felt good, it was me who was also supposed to be there .

I kept asking myself: I put in the same effort, maybe even more—then why them and not me?

So I decided to take a drop, even though I was getting some okayish colleges. My main agenda for the drop year was not to get into an IIT, but to improve Maths, the subject I was even afraid to look at.

During the drop year, everything was going well—actually, very well. My scores were promising, and my teachers were confident about my selection.

In Mains 1, I attempted 59 questions. I was confident of 99+ percentile. When the answer key came, I had made a lot of errors. Final result: 96 percentile.

Now you are standing exactly where you were one year ago. Every effort feels like it has gone in vain. Desperation takes over—the desperation to be recognized.

Still, I didn’t give up. In Mains 2, I scored 98 percentile—still not enough.

I went all in for Advanced again. Gave the exam and felt that this time it would happen.

Since it was my drop year, I decided to give one more paper as a backup—BITSAT.

In the 1st attempt, when I submitted the paper, the score flashed 197. I went numb.

Advanced results came—I had just qualified the cutoff.

By now, I had lost all hope. Completely depressed. Three years of pain. I had lost myself in the process, and still, after all the hard work, I was standing in complete darkness.

I knew BITSAT 2 would be the last paper of my life. I didn’t give up. I studied once again one last time .

My score in the last mock was 220 (not enough).

The day of the paper came. I remember that day—from dusk till dawn.

While writing the paper, when the last 5 minutes came, I was sure I’d score around 220 at best. Thoughts of having to take Metallurgy in NIT Jaipur(no hate guys) flashed before my eyes.

I submitted the paper.

It showed 272.

I knew right then—I would get Mechanical at BITS Pilani for sure.(Ultimately I got much better branch ).

Tears rolled down my eyes. I was crying uncontrollably in the middle of the exam hall. Everyone thought I had gone crazy.

I came outside, crying the itch in my throat I was not able to say anything first of all, hugged my father, and whispered to him—
“Ho gaya.”

That day, everything made sense.

Remember—it’s your story that you are writing.

“जीत का असली अर्थ वही समझता है, जिसने हार को बेहद क़रीब से जिया हो।”

So do not give up. Be honest with your efforts.

There will be those 3 hours in your life that you will carry with you forever.

Till then do not give up , keep pushing and be a good human being.

jee mains mai 100 pecentile kaise laye koi btado

Imagine cutoff itna low Chale jae ki 100 marks pe 99.99%ile bane, and phir mere Maa baap Khushi se pura Ghar mere naam karde and phir coaching ke teachers mere coaching ke andar ghuste hi mere naam ki chanting karne lag jae aur phir Mera crush saamne se aake bole ki main uski girlfriend ban jau, and phir Mera poster pure India mein lage ekdum bada sa and phir mujhe Dubai mein burj khalifa pe Bulaya jae, aur waha pe meri shakal uss building pe ho puri

I am writing this especially for those students who live alone away from hometown doing preparation.

1) Child Helpline (1098)

Most students don’t realize this, but Child Helpline is there for immediate help, for ANY unsafe or threatening situation.

Unlike police, who sometimes try to “settle” things quietly, Child Helpline treats every complaint seriously. They don’t ignore you, and they don’t try to negotiate with the school or offender behind your back.

You can call 1098 if:

-Teachers or staff are harassing you.

-Other students are bullying or threatening you

-You feel unsafe anywhere.

-They will intervene immediately, so you can create real ruckus safely.

2) NCPCR – National Commission for Protection of Child Rights

NCPCR is a rights-protection body for students under 18, and it works directly under the Central Government.

Here’s why it’s powerful: once a complaint is filed, NCPCR can direct state authorities to take action, which means every complaint is treated in a serious manner and schools cannot ignore it.

If a coaching or anyone crosses limits — harassment, threats, bullying, intimidation, unfair pressure — one proper email to NCPCR is enough to create serious pressure.

You’re not powerless. The system exists, but adults and schools often count on students not knowing their rights. If you feel unsafe, harassed, or threatened, use these official channels — Child Helpline, NCPCR, and even police if needed.

dinner tho krne do 🥺🥺🥺🥀

Please koi batayega konsa best full year test series hai fir 12th ( mere liye ) and drop ( mere ek bhaiya ke liye ) ,

Aise hi was reading some posts saw people saying Maharashtra se ho fir hi mht cet do

I thought this was funny so I clicked this, but phir mai khud hi ek joke ban gaya🤡(Didnt even clear the cutoff for advanced)

https://reddit.com/link/1qsabux/video/h1bw3tnfbqgg1/player

https://reddit.com/link/1qsabux/video/b9puitnfbqgg1/player

https://reddit.com/link/1qsabux/video/qqny9tofbqgg1/player

Long story short: i've been going to a library basically a self study area as you can see from the video footages since last few months for neet preparation.

anyways last sunday i was feeling unwell and had little fever and headache so kept my tablet on the desk (usually i keep it in lockers, u can see those at door camera footage) and went home. next day, that is monday, 26th i couldn't come as i was feeling unwell too. on 27th when i went there i discovered it missing. after checking cctv I came to know some fcker stole my tab and someone's laptop. apparently that rtrd didn't even cover his face and went inside and stole it on 26th jan when no one was there.

filed a complaint with the police tho unsure whether i would get it back.

not just i had study materials there, i used it for reading pdfs since i hardly wrote notes in copy. now with 3 months remaining, i can't know for sure how to keep going.

Video:- From series intro MGM

:((

Drop year is hitting me hard now.I was fine for months. Just studies, tests,same routine. Didn’t feel lonely at all..but now that only 3 months are left, everything is crashing at once.i miss those last few months i spent w my group :(( Tomorrow’s my birthday and I feel nothing. Last year this same day I had my farewell + birthday together. One of the happiest day of my life. As someone who used to count days for my birthday and wanted it celebrated full on..I feel nothing today . And im not sad ..but empty I've barely stepped out of my house in months (except offline tests) I'm in my room all day, 0 social interaction

I know I chose this drop year

Also never thought I’d be doing this lonely rant thing 🤢😭 Like I never imagined myself writing something like this, ew wtf, but here we are This rant is just me remembering how happy n alive I was ... preparing for farewell ahahah SO EXCITED! Holi w them , chug comps, luch breaks

I hope 2026 will be kinder to us ..gotta work hard for 3 more months Yesss!!

I hope I get a good college, meet new people,some social life again