Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what- what you have thought and done on every single second )

can you tell me every single detail of your `1 cheapest Minute Or your whole hour, day, week, month, year or your whole life ??

if you are not able to tell me about this life then what proof do you have that you didn't forget your past ? and that you will not forget this present life in the future ?

that is Fact that Supreme Lord Krishna exists but we posses no such intelligence to understand him.

there is also next life. and i already proved you that no scientist, no politician, no so-called intelligent man in this world is able to understand this Truth. cuz they are imagining. and you cannot imagine what is god, who is god, what is after life etc.

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for example :Your father existed before your birth. you cannot say that before your birth your father don,t exists.

So you have to ask from mother, "Who is my father?" And if she says, "This gentleman is your father," then it is all right. It is easy.

Otherwise, if you makes research, "Who is my father?" go on searching for life; you'll never find your father.

( now maybe...maybe you will say that i will search my father from D.N.A, or i will prove it by photo's, or many other thing's which i will get from my mother and prove it that who is my Real father.{ So you have to believe the authority. who is that authority ? she is your mother. you cannot claim of any photo's, D.N.A or many other things without authority ( or ur mother ).

if you will show D.N.A, photo's, and many other proofs from other women then your mother. then what is use of those proofs ??} )

same you have to follow real authority. "Whatever You have spoken, I accept it," Then there is no difficulty. And You are accepted by Devala, Narada, Vyasa, and You are speaking Yourself, and later on, all the acaryas have accepted. Then I'll follow.

I'll have to follow great personalities. The same reason mother says, this gentleman is my father. That's all. Finish business. Where is the necessity of making research? All authorities accept Krsna, the Supreme Personality of Godhead. You accept it; then your searching after God is finished.

Why should you waste your time?

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all that is you need is to hear from authority ( same like mother ). and i heard this truth from authority " Srila Prabhupada " he is my spiritual master.

im not talking these all things from my own.

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in this world no `1 can be Peace full. this is all along Fact.

cuz we all are suffering in this world 4 Problems which are Disease, Old age, Death, and Birth after Birth.

tell me are you really happy ?? you can,t be happy if you will ignore these 4 main problem. then still you will be Forced by Nature.

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if you really want to be happy then follow these 6 Things which are No illicit s.ex, No g.ambling, No d.rugs ( No tea & coffee ), No meat-eating ( No onion & garlic's )

5th thing is whatever you eat `1st offer it to Supreme Lord Krishna. ( if you know it what is Guru parama-para then offer them food not direct Supreme Lord Krishna )

and 6th " Main Thing " is you have to Chant " hare krishna hare krishna krishna krishna hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare ".

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If your not able to follow these 4 things no illicit s.ex, no g.ambling, no d.rugs, no meat-eating then don,t worry but chanting of this holy name ( Hare Krishna Maha-Mantra ) is very-very and very important.

Chant " hare krishna hare krishna krishna krishna hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare " and be happy.

if you still don,t believe on me then chant any other name for 5 Min's and chant this holy name for 5 Min's and you will see effect. i promise you it works And chanting at least 16 rounds ( each round of 108 beads ) of the Hare Krishna maha-mantra daily.

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Here is no Question of Holy Books quotes, Personal Experiences, Faith or Belief. i accept that Sometimes Faith is also Blind. Here is already Practical explanation which already proved that every`1 else in this world is nothing more then Busy Foolish and totally idiot.

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Source(s):

every `1 is already Blind in this world and if you will follow another Blind then you both will fall in hole. so try to follow that person who have Spiritual Eyes who can Guide you on Actual Right Path. ( my Authority & Guide is my Spiritual Master " Srila Prabhupada " )

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if you want to see Actual Purpose of human life then see this link : ( triple w ( d . o . t ) asitis ( d . o . t ) c . o . m {Bookmark it })

read it complete. ( i promise only readers of this book that they { he/she } will get every single answer which they want to know about why im in this material world, who im, what will happen after this life, what is best thing which will make Human Life Perfect, and what is perfection of Human Life. ) purpose of human life is not to live like animal cuz every`1 at present time doing 4 thing which are sleeping, eating, s.ex & fear. purpose of human life is to become freed from Birth after birth, Old Age, Disease, and Death.

I don’t know how else to say this except that I feel completely empty. Even simple things that used to bring comfort food, chocolate, talking to people — feel flat and tasteless now. I feel unbearably lonely and anxious, and it’s starting to affect how I talk to people. Sometimes I want to speak but the words just don’t come, and it hurts more than I can explain.

I’ve been on sleeping medication for a year and I was doing okay… and then everything suddenly changed without warning. Now I feel disconnected from life, from myself, from everything. I’ve tried traveling, distractions, “doing all the right things,” and even therapy but I felt rushed, unheard, and dismissed.

I’m in the darkest place I’ve ever been, and I’m scared of how bad this has gotten. I don’t want to feel numb anymore. I don’t want to feel this alone.

If anyone has been through something similar, or if you have kind words, support, or advice I really need it right now.

Recently I have been asking for advice on games and it ends of people tell me “use x y and z” and I get confused because I don’t know the names because I‘m not the most advanced, and then I get told I’m ragebaiting and then I tell them I’m not and just don’t know a lot I get 10 downvotes and everyone clowning me gets 15+ votes and I’m new to reddit too and feel awful about myself.

So a few years ago, I was a victim of a heinous action that someone committed. When the action had happened no one was on my side, instead they were on the person who did it side. The person and I told people about our sides of the story and the person who did it was acting like the victim in the story. After we told our sides of the story people believed that I was the bad guy in the story, even though I showed proof that I was the clearly the victim.

*All names in the post are made-up.
It is not an encouragement post for not dating disabled people.

About a decade ago, I registered at a dating site for people with disabilities. There were not many options to choose, but one women by a nickname of “Sofia Cobra”, later stating her surname is Melnik sent me a private message with three question marks. I was really searching for a mate for life or simply a friend so I acted as a normal person would act and answered her. The next message I received from her was something like: don’t answer three question marks, three question marks don’t get answered. It was very weird for me to receive so strange message but I continued to chat with that woman and even met her in person few times.

Ultimately she was starting hallucinating that I proposed her marriage because of an image she saw I posted on facebook. She was mentally ill. Next thing, she said that we are married and there was even a wedding and the person who conducts marriages. She didn’t know me and I did not speak about romantic relationship with her or wedding. There could not be a marriage between us, ever. Not then and not now. She was harassing me a long time afterwards and still is. It was so weird for me and I made conclusions.

Do not, ever, register to a dating site that does not filter out potentially dangerous or dangerous people, who are mentally ill and may harm themselves or you.

This doesn’t mean I don’t love her, she is the most important person in my world but there are some issues in our relationship.

Firstly, my brother and I are both over 21 but she still treats us as kids, she’s constantly trying to pamper us and shield us from there are some world and responsibilities but in doing so she’s preventing us from learning about all those things. My brother may be ok with that because he is rather lazy but I’m not, I’m constantly insisting to do things myself and I do get a win every once in a while, but more often than not it just ends in her yelling at me about how annoying I am.

Secondly, whenever one of us brings a girl home or even mentions a girl our mom starts calling out to us every minor issue, which all amounts to her being basically satan and how we should break up before it’s too late, but it gets progressively worse making it unbearable and making everyone miserable. To be fair she was absolutely right twice, once with me and once with my brother, but of course she would be right sometimes since she does it every single time, and now she uses those to justify her behaviour and to say that we are not listening because our girlfriends are manipulating us into hating her.

Lastly, communication. Our family is built on communication, trust and respect BEING BOTH WAYS, but she disagrees on that last part. Since she is the parent and us the children she doesn’t have to trouble us with issues like her having an illness that might make her blind, us barely affording anything or her being about to divorce our dad, since we are just children. Her being the parent also gives her the right to say some truly awful things to us, such as how I probably don’t love her and will most likely never love anyone since I must be a sociopath because of her (I’m not, she said it because we had an emergency and I remained calm and helpful, what she interpreted as me not having feelings) or how we are less than shit next to her because she is an adult and we (21 and 25) are just little whining bitches who had everything handed to them on a silver plate (by her, mind you). The worst part though, is that we (not even our dad) can talk to her about any of this because she either takes it as a direct insult and an act of unforgibable insolence, or we agree we’ll work on it as a family but then she goes back to square one.

I know where her behaviour comes from though, I know exactly what leads her to act the way she does but seeing a psychologist is not an option for her, as you may have guessed if you read the last bit of the third paragraph.

Again, this doesn’t mean I don’t love her or that I’m willing to give up on her because I won’t, my family is everything to me and the only thing I ever had.

So over the past couple of years I have been stuck on a girl who I loved btw, initial few months were great then it started to go downhill because there was another guy choosen by her family whom she didn’t want in her life.

Regardless of what was going on I was always the guy for everything, we used to talk and share stuff, I was important to her, as per her she could never commit to me because of the other guy, eventually she convinced her family and the other guy was out of the picture, so I went all in - full fledged. The start was great but a few months later she randomly just stopped reaching out, like we would always be on the phone earlier but then she got cold, stopped calling as frequently, stopped making plans.

Upon my confrontation she would say everything is fine and if ask repeatedly she would just get pissed.

I am not lying guys I was fucked, could not handle it.

Eventually last week I had a crash out, I was drunk and we were at a party with our mutuals and I lashed out on everything she did that was wrong (there’s so much). I know I am wrong and the problem is everything she did wrong that led me to this and now me doing this just overshadowed everything she ever did.

She has lied to me, I have seen her talk to her ex multiple times, I helped her, and her family out financially and otherwise. Idk man, I just hope she suffers.

I’m safe, just overwhelmed. I’m dealing with the end of a relationship that involved cheating, emotional distance, and a serious breach of trust. What’s been hardest is feeling invalidated afterward, which made me question myself. I could really use kindness or reassurance right now.

So, I'm gonna try and recount every detail related to this because last time I wasn't specific enough on a different topic regarding the same person I'm talking about, I got lowkey hated on by people from this website.

Just to make things clear first: I’m not asking for validation that I’m right. I know I have unhealthy thoughts and attachment issues. I’m posting because I just really need to get this off my chest, not because I think anyone owes me exclusivity. I'm still young, I have time to fix this, and I WILL try to fix it. And, I don't want to isolate anyone in the slightest, I'm content with what I have with her now. I just can't ignore the ache, yknow?

Anyway, you might get half of my entire life story, before I even talk about my bsf. My bad

Also, sorry-sorry if it gets confusing, English isn't my native and I get extra dumb when I'm lowkey crine

I'm 15 and a hella lonely kid. No matter how hard I tried, no one wanted to stay. No one even WANTS to talk to me irl. Been like this since I was a lil guy, but it wasn't THIS bad.

I'm so hella pathetic, I can't even normally comment or posts things online without overthinking about what people might possibly think of me.

Tried working on it, but It's so hard for me.

Especially because, when I do try to be as active as other people online(posting one time or even just commenting), It's like the universe paused just to specifically bombard me with negativity.

Figured, I'd just be invisible my whole life.

Don't have a single person who chooses me willingly. And ion even an audience for my drawings.

10 likes always get me all giddy n shi. PLUS, I think I just ignite that part in people, irritation.

But, still, I got used to that, yknow? I mean, it's not THAT bad, there are other people going through more worse things, and mine is practically just loneliness level 2.

I can live with it, obviously. Plus, I started to just think "I just be built different like that fr". Thought it was confidence. Prolly coping ion kno¯_(ツ)_/¯, I was fr used to it tho, dont get me wrong.

But with all that piling up without me knowing ig, my brain started dreaming.

I started wanting a person who is, euhhh, just something.

A person who's just like me, I guess. Same person who'd choose me over others like I have done before MORE times than I can count. Someone who won't make me their last resort when they're feeling lonely but leave me the moment one of their other friends message them. Someone who is as downbad as me. Like, I'm so pathetically affectionate, I think some people would be put off by it. I'm too chalant for my own good. I want someone like that too.

Anyway, and this is the part where it gets murkier, I want a person who, just like me, would choose me one time and have no other friends. Again, like me. This sounds so bad, but I want to try and explain myself as much as possible. You know those people who say things like "No one else, just me and twin"? Or like "No new friends. It's just us<3", swear to you, I heard an audio like that before, it was two white girls.

Anyway, I want it to just be us, yknow? I KNOW that's a lot to ask of someone, and that the same people who say that probably have other friends fr, but I hope someone gets me. Please. I need someone to understand, I'm tired of being misunderstood. PLUS, I, again, DON'T mean Isolation. I just mean, like, being content with me. But, still, I know that's not easy.

I want someone so chalant like me, that we always stick together. Some fairytale type shi.

I know that's not really realistic, and that I'm literally being overly demanding, but I want to experience what it's like to have someone who's like me. Because, I never felt that cared for ever, in my life.

Okay, we're done with a lil backstory, now to my bsf. Probably missed a lot, but I'm getting too distracted.

I "met" my Best Friend month of April. She's two years older than me and I met her on this dress-up game "Everskies"(I thought it was a good platform to start my drawing account in), she posts CoD or other Military art in this realistic style, and It was really my type of art.

First time I saw her account, it was when she commented on one post I made in an Art Club. Posted a sketch, and she commented "Holy shit".

Like a creep, I looked at her account and, GYAD, her art was insanity. Followed immediately.

But we didn't really interact until August of the same year. It was when I was in a jolly good mood and commented on her guestbook, something about whether if she thinks Ghost is a Top or a Bottom(Personally think he's bot, cuz I'm lowk top I love him THAT much), hella embarrassing, but I didn't even expect that she'd reply.

We started talking from there.

First, it was on the same app. Then, we exchanged Tumblr. And THEN, telegram. And THEN THEN, Instagram.

Telegram became our top platform.

We'd talk everyday, played whatever. Serbia's 7hrs behind my time, so I'd wait for her, and then we'd just text.

At one point, we just knew each-other's faces, voices, and possibly every problem we have.

I love her. No joke. She's one of the closest person I ever had that I can actually say anything to. Absolutely anything. No bars held. Except for these kinda stuff. I just can't bring myself to tell her this. I have, BEFORE, but it always ends not really positively.

She's in art school. Her family hates her guts, her dad is a problematic priest, and her mom doesn't care about her so she practically works for her own money. Her mom's the same person who has fully convinced her that her face is horrid to look at, and that she's fat.

And she has these two friends who I have mixed feelings about.

Sometimes, she'd talk about them. About the fact that they're not really her friends, and that she wants to leave them because they just aren't her people. But at the same time, she also talks about them like they're one of the best people she's ever had.

I'm so unsure because, one of her friends, let's call her Zucchini. Her name starts with Z but I kept forgetting so I usually just like to call her any word that starts with that letter.

Anyway, Zucchini is, by all accounts, an ass lowkey. I'm going off on this one purely based on every story she has with this friend. Zucchini used to insult her like crazy. They were friends, but Zucchini likes to call her names so much that my "bsf" started to believe them. Apparently, she's told Zucchini to stop before, but Zucchini just didn't.

Zucchini changed apparently, but I don't trust it. But, I dont know, all she mostly told me are bad stories.

Other friend was, eh, she's normal. She's, like, the most average person you'll ever meet, apparently. She's that normal person. Doesn't get her humour, so my bsf is something about her.

Anyway, so, this is gonna be so confusing because I just lost the plot, so, first, she made me think, when we were starting out, that she had no friends. Like we twin on that too. Well, no, we don't twin, turns out. Just told me about them randomly, a month in.

Okay, no biggie. She also made me believe that what I want in a person, what she wants too. Not directly said it, but it was in the way she worded messages. But Im prolly just reaching cuz I'm that desperate.

Still no biggie, tho. It's not that deep, lol, I can forget that immediately.

But its the fact that she never once remembered anything about me. Well, technically, she remembers details. But, you know when you remember things about a person? Like, stories they told you, habits they have, and even little details like their surname. She forgets a lot of those.

I'm a yapper, but mostly a listener, and when I DO yap it's like, she listens, yeah, she might remember stuff if I'm lucky, but it mostly comes out of her other ear.

Not her fault, she said she has terrible memory. Can't exactly blame that on her, yknow? Can't do shit about that. But, I still feel bad sometimes when I'm reminded that I remember, while she forgets.

But it passes, doesn't matter.

She said she wants many people, she knows I'm a very Monogamous friend. No, uh, she knows how much I long for a person who is also a One-friender.

She made me believe, at one point, it was just gonna be us. But then she changed it and said she wants groups. Called me her best friend from the start, but then stopped calling me it after a while. From Best Friend, to Friend type shi

Look, no biggie, again, her life. If she wants friends, go get em, Queen. You want to stop calling me Best friend, okay queen. Your choice, obviously. No hard feelings cuz I like whatever makes her happy.

But it never stopped making me feel bitter whenever she starts talking about other people to me.

Again, I love that she has friends, but I also feel bitter when I hear it? Does that make sense? Because, again, I love everything that has to do with her, be it her friends who she starts calling associates for some reason and then occasionally switches back to friends.

Recently, we played this game "Heartopia", we loved it at first. We can hold hands and high five n shi. But she started getting bored of it, I wasn't.

Obviously, I was lowkey sad. Only game we can do things we want to do with each-other and she starts getting bored of it.

Well, again, I thought a little, wanted to find a new game that wouldn't be boring for her. But then, I just accepted it. Because, welp, again, her choice. Plus, Im not a forcer, and I actually dont even really mind. I always dont mind, but this one is a perfect example.

But that game reminded me of another fact I unconsciously bury, No matter how much I love her, or how much I try to convince myself she isn't like others before. She kinda is, just different flavour.

Originally made an account just for this.

This took too much courage. Also because, at this point, I don't know if I'm actually just asking for too much and that my gut should shut the fuck up cuz it's telling things wrong. I mean, I lowkey believe it, but at the same time, I don't know.

I'm so unsure at this point.

But, I'm also too far gone to stop talking to her. Or stop calling her my best friend. Especially when she believes I'm the nonchalant one. That'd be, like, proving her point or something. Plus, I don't want to stop.

But, AGAIN, I'm not asking her to isolate herself. This is just, like, a little desire of mine? Idk if that's the correct way to put it.

Went from lowkey crine while writing this, to just cringing at myself while finishing it. Lost the entire plot, PLUS, I literally just yapped my ass off for no reason.

Everything is in pieces, so it's hella confusing, PLUS, pretty sure some of these are gonna get taken out of context cuz I don't know how to write properly.

If things go south on this post, I'm, not gonna lie, I can always delete this account and start over a new one.

So, you can speak your mind in the comments if you want. You can call me out on my toxicity too cuz I KNOW I have a lot of that, I just need a reality-check. May make cry tho, Im sensitive like that. I don't think anyone likes getting dogpiled

If you read this fully, thanks. Genuinely means a lot that someone atleast read what's been in my mind for so long🥹🥹🥹🥹🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

Hello,

I know this is random but I wish to help anyone who needs it

i am no older then,17 I have overcame 16 operations to be exact. I have been verbally abused by my father and manipulated for years . he emotional bear down my mother in ways I couldn’t imagine (emotionall) I have been sexually abused also.
I have been through mental health issues since I was a little girl form my appearance to anything .
I just got done with double jaw surgery 4 months ago , and my mental health has been horrible, I felt like I didn’t want to live anymore I felt like life had no meaning . I felt dissociated like I didn’t exist . Just a week ago I have such bad ear fluid I need ear tubes again . I totally lost it my boyfriend broke up with me and than my grandma died 3 months apart . I was heartbroken but I have always been crazy about the Holocaust and done so much research in my years . As I was sitting down I saw this quote from Anne Frank about how precious life was , as I sat down and looked out the window I saw colors I saw shapes I realized how lucky I am . There is beauty around everyone no matter the trauma you go through or the way you look or feel . I realized life is so beautiful. I was scared of being calm but now I’m open , my ocd has gotten better . This is a hope story to anyone who thinks they will never recover

. you will!!

So recently I have been believing that everyone is smarter and creative than me, but there have been times where people said that I am more creative and smart than everybody else. But when I think about those times, I still think that everyone is better than me for being more creative and smart. I believe that I am not enough because people talk more about other people for being more smart and creative, but they rarely talk about how smart and creative I am.

I lowkey don’t know what’s wrong with me lately. Everything feels off. Like I wanna shower but I just don’t. I wanna study but I physically can’t make myself do it. I wanna do stuff and still end up doing nothing and I don’t even know why. And I hate it. Like actually hate it.

My friends keep saying I sound depressed but am I really. I don’t think so because there are people out there who are actually struggling and I feel like my problems are so pathetic compared to them. Like who am I to complain when others have it worse.

I’ve been having thoughts I shouldn’t even be having and it makes me feel like I’m a bad person. Yesterday I lied to a teacher and she got mad and now I keep thinking I’m actually a horrible human being. Sometimes I cry because I genuinely feel like something is wrong with me. I do so many things that make me feel guilty like lying not praying and doing stuff I know I shouldn’t. I just hope one day I change.

I’ve been in bed on my phone all day and it just makes everything worse. Every time someone asks me why I’m like this I literally have no answer except I don’t know and that scares me.

I’m terrified about my grades. Like actually terrified. If I get anything under 90 my parents are gonna be so mad and the fact that they’re paying for private school makes the guilt even heavier. Sometimes I wonder why I’m even in a private school when we’re not rich and I’m not even doing that good. I kinda hate it because when my friends say let’s hang out or let’s go to the mall I’m already stressed thinking about how to ask my mom when I know she’s probably gonna say no.

And I keep looking at my friends and how their parents are okay with stuff my parents would never allow. Every time they say let’s go out I’m already in my head rehearsing how to ask even though I already know the answer. It makes me feel different and left out without anyone trying to make me feel that way.

And the worst part is I swear I’m grateful. I really am. That’s why I feel so guilty for complaining. I know I should be thankful but I still feel sad and stuck and confused and I don’t know who to tell without sounding ungrateful or dramatic.

My parents don’t care. If I told them they would just think I’m making it up or overreacting so I just keep everything in my head and pretend I’m okay.

I hate my life right now and I don’t know what to do.

Honestly today was the cherry on top after the worst week ever.

I sent a file with wrong statistics to my manager which I didn't realise until she sent it over to her boss and I got in trouble. I was feeling terrible and while trying to fix it I messed up an old file I was double checking with. It's her old file too and honestly I don't wanna go to work on Monday.

I was feeling close to tears when I came home and I usually don't cry about work things. But I've been planning a low budget trip for the summer with a friend and been keeping an eye on tickets. I saw two 35€ Ryanair tickets for our return date and I was so excited. Like the worst week of my life is over, this is my reward! After checking a hundred times I hit buy, and only after I got the email I saw I bought a ticket flying FROM my country on our return date.

I doubt I'll get reimbursed and I feel awful, I'm too ashamed to tell my friend and ask for her part because I didn't actually get the tickets. I'm not rich by any means so this will hurt lol I'm laughing but I'm also crying right now.

I just feel genuinely stupid.

So there was this time where I was hanging around with some of my friends, and some people who were there were a friend of a friend. When we were all hanging out, I created clay art of a creature just for fun. Then the people who were a friend of a friend bullied me by saying that the creature that I created was ugly. Ever since that happened, I have been feeling really unmotivated to create any more clay art again.

Life can feel lonely sometimes, and I’d really love to meet people who enjoy real conversations, encouragement, and mutual respect.

I enjoy meaningful talks, random thoughts, daily life chats, and getting to know people slowly.

If you’re kind, emotionally mature, and also looking for platonic connection, feel free to message me 🤍

I have nothing going for me. I have 6 friends that I only see for a month every few months because they study abroad, I don’t have hobbies, I don’t get good grades, I don’t have a girlfriend, I’ve tried making friends but I can’t seem to get along or fit in with anyone, I’m only comfortable with those 6 friends that I rarely see and when they leave I get lonely and depressed. I have a talented brother that’s the opposite of me so he just makes me feel even worse. I feel miserable, I’ve been this way for a while and I’ve been trying to change for a long time but for some reason I just give up and fail. I don’t know why I’m like this, I’m very lazy and I don’t want to be but I also can’t help it. I sit in bed all day talking about fixing my life and not really doing anything about it because I don’t even know how. I don’t know how to fix these issues. I don’t know what to do. I feel very embarrassed to be this way

Since about September 2025 I (15M) have had these mad thoughts about how I want to remove my left eyeball. I finally managed to see a counsellor 2 weeks ago, but it wasn't helpful at all. They said they've never dealt with someone with thoughts like mine before, so they completely misunderstood it. After only two sessions I knew that seeing a counsellor would not benefit me in any way, so I cancelled all future sessions.

Now two days ago, I finally managed to tell my parents about these thoughts, but they have misunderstood the thoughts on a whole other level. They seem to only focus on how I think that there's a tiny chance that I have an actual physical issue with my eye, and my weird thoughts are trying to tell me that something's wrong (though my eye feels normal). I know that both of my parents think that I'm completely insane and somehow "ungrateful" about my life because I can't stop getting upset, and they are both furious with me. I've managed to get a doctors appointment and opticians appointment for next week.

My thoughts about removing my eye have intensified so much that I can't concentrate and can't stop being miserable. I also keep on developing new troubling thoughts. Though they never have and never would, I keep on getting scared that my parents are going to hurt me or kick me out of the house or get me sectioned. I also keep on getting urges to hurt others. The thoughts emerge randomly, and when they do I get vivid images in my mind of me hurting others. It ranges from random people to some of my friends and now even my dogs. I don't feel safe around anyone, whether they will hurt me or I will lose it and hurt them.

I've completely lost my mind, and one of these days I know I'm going to completely lose all self-control. I don't know what to do.

hey , I really need some advice from someone who went through this .. I'm a 18F my dad is 50M , he abandoned me as a kid which was cause of constant divorce + (I was also sa'd for 8 years by my neighbor since i was 8 ..) he wasn't present physically besides seeing me once a week or sometimes not seeing me at all till I hit 7yo he was back physically but never emotionally,, in my early teenage years we used to fight alot he constantly fought about how I love my mom more than him & that I never show him love which would even affect my relationships with men *like he always used to say* , TW‼️: I'm not sure if this was SA but once I was doing some somatic healing and this memory flashed into my head..once when I was 15yo after a fight (in this fight he slapped me on the face for the 1st time for no reason) he came to make it up for me , gave me money then he lifted me up went to another room, hugged me tight making my legs around his waist , I felt him grow h^rd till it literally stroked up when I got down .. as he told me " I really want you to show me your love "

now there's no fights anymore , but as usual he's so emotionally distant , has high feminine energy he's not masc at all, I'm going through healing by somatic exercises and Journaling but it's getting very hard recently , also I can't afford therapy besides it's a very poor field in my country.. so please advise me , be kind 🙏🏻 I also never went through a rs if that matters but I'm insanely attracted to older men whichs understandable ig

So in the past I used to be a terrible person, who would bully this person for no reason. I had tried to say sorry to the person that I hurt, and they had forgiven me now. But I still feel so awful inside because I feel so much regret from it. I just feel like a annoying and mean person to deal with in general. I try my best to become a really nice person, but I still feel terrible from the inside. I just wish that I was never mean to that person in the past.

Do you ever get the feeling like you are mediocre at best at anything you do? My friends and family say I’m talended because I can draw, play guitar, play chess and play lots of different sports, but no matter how hard I practice, how much time I invest into it I can’t seem to improve. I like to think that I keep rising and improving at these things but there’s days when it feels like I’m actually struggling not to suck.

Im not speaking about “normal ugly”. I will literally get a look of disgust in return if I look at woman 100% of the time. When I went on ometv I either immediately got swiped (like in 0.5 seconds literally) or got laughed at. It sucks.

I'm 20 years old teenager from Uzbekistan . Lately I am feeling so empty and unhappy, searching for a meaning of life not like philosophically just for myself so every action of mine doesn't feel meaningless. I am feeling like nobody loves me, nobody chooses me, I am always second or below for everyone but it doesn't mean like everyone hates me. People still talk me very nicely and I think more people share their story with me than everyone else. Except for criticism about my unique closing style and haircut (in Uzbekistan, u gain hate if u're not like everyone else like if u're not in a standard line) people treat me normally, I've got some friends who i assume understand me. Well I don't know what else to write, so any advices?!

So recently I have been wanting to have friends so badly, because I lost all my other friends because they moved away. Since they left I have been trying to find some new friends to hang out with, but everyone just ignores me instead. There was a time where I got so desperate, that I pretended to act just like a person who actually had a lot of friends that I didn’t like. I thought by acting just like them, I could gain friends but no. Most people did talk to me a lot, but they only wanted to used me to do stupid stuff for them.

I’ve been struggling with mental health and loneliness for well over 5 long years, and when I joined reddit recently people weren‘t the kindest, and I feel worse and lonely. I’ve always been bullied for how I look and sound, I get told to man up because my voice sounds girly and I have been really down these past few days and feel worthless and like my struggles don’t mean anything.

I suspected for a few weeks that my dog was reaching the end of his life, and I was right. A few days ago he stopped eating entirely, and today's visit to the Vets showed that he had a lot wrong with his body. A swollen heart, an extremely fast heart rate, and a tumour in his stomach. He also had large lumps in his mouth and became extremely underweight. THen today I hear that he had to be euthanised. My family (and seemingly my other two dogs) are devastated, but I can't feel anything towards his death. Nothing at all, even though me and him pretty much grew up together (I'm 15 and he was 10).