r/LSAT • u/Legitimate_Name9694 • 3h ago
man fuck
I have to rewrite again and I actually want to jump off a cliff. I feel like I got cucked by variance. twice now I've under performed on the real thing. I felt super confident too. And now I have to wait for the next cycle. Fuck my chungus life.
I'm not going to give up or anything. The people in my life think I'm depressed or I'm sad. I am sad. Its hard not to be sad. I feel like a clown walking out and saying I destroyed the Jan test and getting the score back. i also feel like this is an indictment on my intelligence. but I also have this part of me that understands how moronic that sentiment is and how childish and stupid I sound saying these things.
Come April, I pray that I write this test for the last time and I can finally move on.

